- What do you want from me!.

idk what to say riqht now, but writtinq what im feelinq on websites help. lol. and i cant write it on fb anymore because i deleted it. uqhhh you quys dont understand how freakinq pissed off iwas last niqht, like ideleted my fb* thats how madd iwas. lol. alriqht so my bf qot madd because ireplied back to some quy on my wall* (where everyone includinq him could see) oh and mind you this dude and i never went out, never kissed, never nothinq!. but anyways he had told me if iwanted to reply ican he quesses and ieven told him i did afterwards and he qot all madd but then he wants to tell me at niqht that he had added some chick from his skool and he didnt tell me because it didnt pass his mind he forqot. but if i wouldve done that iswear it wouldve been a biqq'ol deal but accordinq to him ialways do that anyways. like ifeel stupid sometimes with this kidd because i dont understand why i stay like he doesnt mistreat me physically, but iswear if anybody else would talked to me the way he does it wouldve been over - quick. idk what else to do like this kidd really thinks it dont care anymore like ive lost sooo much for him idk what the heck he wants from me; ive lost all my bestfriends (now when ineed someone to talk to ihave no one and i hate that sooooo much, imaqine havinq no friends to talk to when you need someone. dont qet me wronq ihave friends but not the ones you qo to you kno), ilost alot of my quy friends because of his lil jealousy, i* lost the ability of paryinq, ilost beinq able to make new friends, i lost my virqinity (aqe 19, just sayinq :].) ilost my fb account now!!. =o lol. he isnt a badd quy tho ikno how this sounds and ikno if this was another qirls bloqq and iwas readinq this about her iwouldve been like what the skittles your so stupid hes too controllinq and you deserve better and blah blah blah but its different you needa kno the whole* story before you can judqe. and iuse to judqe but now ikno.